How great is this? LOL I guess she burned through all of the hush money Sheen gave her. The worst part of it is, she will likely get at least half of the 100k she’s asking for..
My name is Bree Olson, and my friends and family know me as Rachel Oberlin. I am a former adult movie actress and have recently been doing cam modeling. I moved back to my homestate of Indiana from California to restart my life at the end of 2015.
I have been through so much as you can imagine, from childhood trauma to what I’ve put myself through as an adult. Throughout my entire life, I have battled severe depression and anxiety which I have been able to hide until now. When I entered into the adult industry at age 18 as an escape from my childhood and to find myself, I never imagined how much worse things could become. I have spent the last decade masking my pain and losing myself even more so as doctors prescribed me mountains of benzodiazapines to make me feel better. I don’t feel better. I’ve never felt worse.
I have been in outpatient therpay since the age of 18 as I’ve tried to fight this dibilatating depression and anxiety. The benzodiazapines are highly addictive and even though I take them as prescribed, my mind and body are physically dependent on them.
As many of you know, drug dependecy is far more than getting off the drug itself. It is about getting out from under the weight of that drug and all the damage it does and finding out who you really are. It is about acquiring the tools to figure out how to cope and really just learning how to live again.
It’s time to take charge of my life again. I finally told someone I need help and as scary as it is, I need to remove myself from this life as much as possible to have a shot. The cost of three months in an inpatient treatment center that is best suited for me is an astounding $100,000. I have researched this myself but also put a team of friends and family on it and we all still keep coming back to this particular facility that best meets my specific needs. I have health insurance that includes some behavioral health coverage but it is very limited to local treatment centers, and they are not equipped to help someone in my position.
I’d like to go as soon as possible. Within the next 30 days if possible. They said they have a bed and medical team ready to take me in.
This means so much to me because you’ll be giving me my life back. I am technically living now but not LIVING. I spend all day locked in my house, scared to even go to the grocery store or post office. My mental illness has made me so sick that it is causing pain all over my body that leaves me in bed all day long. I often have feelings of ending it all, even now writing this- I feel like a burden to you. I can’t help but think that maybe I really would be doing the world a favor if I…made a bad choice.
I want my life back. I want to find out who Rachel Oberlin really is. Bree Olson has consumed my life and I’ve let her because I thought success is money but it’s not.
I will be so grateful if you help me. Even if only a dollar, you can be assured that you’re helping me get my life back. I want to spend time with my family. I want to feel the sun on my face. I want to be able to go to the gas station without feeling like I’m going to pass out from a panic attack. I’ve helped so many people through my lifetime–both financially and just being there for them. I hope that karma finally comes back around and that I am able to raise these funds without judgement but with open hearts that want to help change a life…save a life. Thank you so much for reading my story. As if finally admitting I need help wasn’t enough, I had to humble myself to ask for finacial help too. The internet can sometimes be the worst burden to me in terms of pain and how people treat me. I hope today is the day that I am able to start over with a new sense of hope and optimism and get to somewhere soon thanks to people like you.
Thank you for saving me.