Exclusive: Porn Star Sierra Sinn Interview: “Shelley Lubben Ruined My Life”

Exclusive: Porn Star Sierra Sinn Interview: “Shelley Lubben Ruined My Life”

Story and interview by Michael Whiteacre

The term “seasoning” has been used to describe what happens to a victim after being harmed. Predators, it is said, can sense the vulnerability of a previously-harmed “seasoned” individual, and use it as a guide to hone in on potential prey. Then, with open arms and warm smiles, the victim is lured in.

Many anti-porn advocates speak ad nauseum about “pimps” in the sex industry, sniffing out “seasoned” prey the way animals do. However, in the case of Shelley Lubben, her caricature of a predatory pornographer has been revealed to be nothing more than a projection of her own mindset and tactics.

She identifies adult performers in distress or conflict, and inundates them with emails and messages via social media offering guidance, invitations to her “beautiful home,” and a shoulder to cry on. They’re told they’re special, they’re destined for something better, and made a seductive offer of assistance and fame. But first they’re asked to pose for photos with Shelley and record testimonial propaganda videos which she will use as fundraising tools.

On June 6, 2007, the following message greeted adult performer Sierra Sinn when she logged in to MySpace:

Hi Sierra,

My name is Shelley Lubben and I am a former porn actress who MTV Producers have been filming speaking to porn stars who may want to get out of the industry. Their plan is that the project will turn into a TV Show where the tv network would help the girls leave the industry and try something different in life. Could you imagine a tv show like that with all of America watching?

Anyway, please let me know if you are interested in possibly leaving the industry and being filmed. Could be an awesome opportunity for you. We will be in the SFV area June 7, Thursday, filming as well as the following week.

Blessings,
Shelley

So began an acquantainceship and association that would inure greatly to Lubben’s benefit. To Sierra Sinn, not so much.

Sierra now lives in Pennsylvania, and I interviewed her earlier this month by telephone and Skype….

Exclusive: Porn Star Sierra Sinn Interview: “Shelley Lubben Ruined My Life”
Tell me about Shelley Lubben – did she save you from porn?

I don’t feel “saved” at all. She had me all caught up in everything, and then she just pushed me aside. She treated me like a poster child and dropped me like a habit. And now there are pictures of her getting her boobs signed by Ron Jeremy, so she’s obviously just a blatant hypocrite.

I read the MySpace and email communications between you and Shelley that you forwarded me. Her introductory message is very similar to ones performers like Taryn Thomas and Eve Laurence received around the same time, and right out of the gate she indicates that you’d be receiving “help” from MTV should you participate in this reality series she is dangling in front of you.

Yes, reality show about her helping girls get out of porn. That’s really why I took her bait. I wanted to get out, but, not to just fall by the wayside.

Shelley claims performers in the adult industry are, quite literally, slaves – people in “modern day slavery” – or trafficked individuals. In your reply to that initial message, you wrote: “I have been wanting to get out but it feels sometimes like a trap that I can’t walk away from…this email came @ a very good time.” What did you mean by that?

It’s a financial trap. Once you make a certain amount; once you’re accustomed to a certain way of living, it’s hard to go back to not having such money. That’s how I felt — that I didn’t know what I was going to do from there.

I’ve read that during that time in 2007 you’d also had a relationship issue, and there were other things going on in your life.

I had been dating a director/producer, and shit went weird with him. It was insane. I felt like he set me up to be in a crazy scene that was beyond what I was able to do. They never released that scene, but it scared me and it turned me off, and I felt like I went into a downward spiral. At the end of it was Shelley, with her arms open wide [laughs] luring me into her world.

To what extent did you want to leave or take a break from the adult industry, and to what extent were you anti-porn?

I’ve never been anti-porn. My problem in porn was the back-hand deals where I was getting revenge-fucked, basically, by certain individuals. There was shady stuff that went on, and that was my problem. I don’t think that porn should be abolished, I don’t think it should be regulated by the government.

You once wrote on MySpace: “I am over bullshit, liars, shit talkers, theives, [sic] and just about every negative influence in my life.” You had a problem with people you knew that you felt were unethical in how they treated you?

Yes. I really feel Shelley preyed on that, and she found my moment of weakness, and tried to use and exploit it. She exploited me worse that porno [did].

What’s your impression now regarding Lubben’s practice of using social media sites and reaching out to performers?

She’s very predatory. The fact that she doesn’t go for the girls like Belladonna or Jesse Jane – she doesn’t go for the ones in their high times, she goes for the ones that she sees, from their MySpace posts or whatever, that they’re not feeling it. She preys on them and gets them while they’re weak and tries to manipulate them. Honestly, I feel more used and tossed aside by her than I ever did from the porn industry.

Had you been posting on MySpace about your problems and frustrations before she contacted you?

Yeah, there was a lot of posts. I didn’t even realize it at the time, but the other day when I was looking through them for you, I was reading my blogs and I was like, “I was out of my mind back then!” I was partying a lot and it was very apparent, and I really feel that she pounced on that.

One thing that you pointed out to me in her MySpace messages to you is where she says, in reference to the fact that she was communicating with you while you were still on good terms with adult industry people, “I will NOT say a word [a]bout our ‘secret.’” That sounds like classic online predator language: this will be our little secret.

Yeah, it is a little creepy.


The subject line of her first MySpace message to you indicates that MTV Producers were filming her. Who did the actual filming of her video with you? Was it MTV?

She had a dude with her. It wasn’t her husband, Garrett

Did you ever meet anyone who identified themself as being from MTV?

No. I never met anyone from MTV. When she showed up at my house she had some random guy with her with a video camera. I think it was just one of her Christian people.

Where were you living at that time?

I was living in an apartment in North Hollywood.

Did you have any roommates?

Yeah, I had a roommate there. She was there the day that Shelley came, and thought that Shelley was a little weird.

How much time did you actually spend with her? How often would you meet in person?

It was rare, because she lived in Bakersfield. She would come in every couple of months, and we’d go to, like, a lunch. She was always like, “I love you so much!” One time we didn’t even eat anything, we just kind of talked for a minute and then she had to run. I was like, “Wow, way to make me feel special.”

Another thing that Shelley wrote about you is that, after meeting with her, you announced you couldn’t “do porn anymore,” and decided to “clean up” your MySpace page. However, from the MySpace messages from Shelley that you forwarded to me, it’s clear that she’s telling you that you should clean up your page.

Absolutely. The MySpace thing, I didn’t think there was a big deal with – that was her decision. I thought, whatever, I’ll do it. It was never my idea to change my MySpace photos. She just wanted her donors to see a “better side” of me.

I just wanted help to get out, and she totally made it some Christian crusade. I’ve never been that person, you know. I don’t care what religion people are and I’ve never been one to force my opinions down someone’s throat. She really turned it into something that it wasn’t, with the whole Christian campaign.

Regarding the subjects and personal details that were covered in your videos for Shelley, you mentioned to me previously that there were certain things she wanted you to emphasize.

Shelley told me to talk about, like, the rough stuff that happened, and the STDs; focusing on the negative. She never wanted to talk about money or anything positive about it, or even parties and fun times that we had. It was always focusing on the negative, like, “Tell us about how you caught gonorrhea. Talk about your first scene and how you didn’t like that.” She wanted me to focus on things that were not perfect.

I was mad at the time, at some people, so I was hurt, but she totally was like, ”You need to say this…” because she wanted us to get the show.

Did you ever compose a ‘testimony” for her site?

I don’t think I did; I don’t remember. I doubt it, because I was still partying then. Somehow I don’t see me sitting down, like, “I’ll write this out.” [laughs]

In her MySpace messages to you, she makes it clear that the videos are being produced for an MTV reality show. Did she ever tell you she planned to put them up on YouTube as part of her anti-porn campaign?

No, I was never ever informed she was putting my videos on YouTube. I was told they were promotional videos for trying to get a show, a reality show. She told me TLC, MTV, and BRAVO – she was always “shopping around” our reality show.

You’re saying your shoot with her was presented to you as, essentially, a kind of demo?

She wanted to get a reality show and she needed to “pitch” it with something — like she was taking all these little videos of the girls and she was going to put it in some show, like showing us in a reality show setting… getting out. And that I was down for. And the next thing I know she’s burning me up on the internet.

A friend of mine, actually, told me that they saw that video online. I didn’t even know about it, and I was like, “Oh my God, that’s embarrassing.” I wouldn’t have put that out there.

Shelley writes, in one of her MySpace messages to you, that after “the tv show happens … you can afford not to work in the porn industry anymore.” Was it your understanding that she was assuring you a comparable standard of living if you signed on with her?

Yeah, and then she turns around and tells me to get a job at a grocery store. She wouldn’t even give me a cut of the donations until I went an applied for jobs like the grocery store, and stuff like that. She even told me that she had donations for me that she wasn’t going to give me until I was proving that I was “doing my part.”

That’s not unreasonable in itself. I know you did take a job bagging groceries — what did you end up receiving from her?

Gift cards, and some Dollar Store boxes.

You mean a box full of Dollar Store items, such as candles, a crucifix bookmark, pink lip gloss and such?

Yes. ‘Everything’s better now, I got something from the Dollar Store!’ Those made me so angry. It was just so patronizing.

One of the most interesting things you forwarded me is the invitation to her Ordainment from February 2009.

Oh yes, “Come Celebrate.” We weren’t even speaking that much anymore. I had already gone home to Pennsylvania – and pretty much after I got home here they ceased contact with me completely. I didn’t get any more of the happy little dollar store boxes, nothing. Then all of a sudden she’s inviting me to see her get ordained as a minister.

And at your own expense, too. You’d have to pay for your own travel and she would recommend a hotel. [Here’s the invitation in full]:

Guess what? I am being ordained as a Chaplain on April 4 and want to invite you to join my family at my home where we will have lunch and fellowship after the ordainment. I realize not you may not be able to fly here but I wanted to extend the invitation anyways.

If you can swing it and you want to come please message me and I can let you know which hotels are available, etc…

I would LOVE to have you by my side as this is a very special moment for me, my family and for Pink Cross. I will be able to do Baptisms, Weddings, Funerals and anything pertaining to the spiritual needs of the people we are reaching out to. Heck, we could do Baptisms at the porn conventions! Now, THAT would be cool! My area of service will be to the porn industry. Pretty cool to go from ex porn star to Chaplain to the porn industry!!

I am getting ordained by the leader of the Southern California Chaplains Association and will be part of the order of Saint Martin. This is very significant for me as the Lord told me 6 years ago that He put a Spirit of Martin Luther King on me and I didn’t understand what He meant. Also, Martin Luther King was named after Martin Luther, a great reformer of the church who was named after Saint Martin de Tours, a powerful man of God who only a few hundreds years after Christ’s death was doing many great miracles by the power of God. The order I am with is in honor of Saint Martin who is from Scotland and during the first three years of my Chaplaincy I would have to go to Scotland. How cool is that? Anyway, I’ve always felt Kindred with the Martins used by God.

And what is so cool is that I’m getting ordained on the day that Martin Luther King Jr. was killed and it’s like He is passing the bar to me saying “Go Shelley, and set the captives free and end the sex slave trade.”

So, it’s a very special moment in my life and want to share it with all of my loved ones. If you can come, plan to come for a few days and we can spend time together as a family in California. Who knows, maybe Disneyland one day? Not to mention, we need a serious Pink Cross Family picture!!

It’s now March 2012, and I can find no record of Shelley having visited Scotland. [laughs] What did you think when you read that invitation?

At that point I was irritated with her; I just skimmed it. I was already feeling cast aside. This was before I needed help again, but it was after I’d al ready been kinda like pushed aside, like, “We’re done with you now.”

I think the reason she wanted me there was to showcase – “look at this awesome girl that I helped!” You know what I mean, it would have been like, “This is the trophy. This is my little puppet that I helped out.”

In April 2009, two months after that invitation, you wrote her back:

I’m less than ok. I’m in love but I’m broke. I have a job but ends aren’t meeting!!

I don’t even have a cell phone anymore!! and now I’m crying again!

I’m applying for a second job so we will see how that goes…

You don’t even bother to ask her for assistance. Her reply to you is classic:

Ah girl you need to let me know so me and my close team members can be praying for you. Is your boyfriend nice and helping you? Did you apply for state aid yet and foodstamps?

I want you to check out www.fasfa.gov as you can apply for financial aid and go to school full time and they pay for your daughter’s daycare if needed AND you can get student loans at no credit check which could totally support you.

Otherwise if you need help with a resume let me know. Why not work at Starbucks? My daughter Tiffany works as a supervisor in Lancaster Pennsylvania so maybe I can ask her if there is an opening near you so you can work.

Sorry it’s so hard but it was REALLY hard for me and Garrett the first 8 years but I never give up and either will you. It’s real hard for Jan and her family right now too. She has three kids and they live on a military pay which is nothing, and they are donating plasma just to make it.

All the girls who left porn are all struggling but it is building their character and they are learning to trust in God and He continues to bless them and help them.
He loves you Julie. I encourage you to cry out to Him and to seek Him with your whole heart. You can’t do it on your own sweetie.

I would love to find you a good church you can go to so they can help you. Let me know if I can help you with any of these things.

Love,
Shelley

She writes, we’ll pray for you, you should get on foodstamps, and at least you don’t have to donate plasma like my other success story, Jan Meza. She sends you a link for a financial aid website. That’s marginally helpful …
Not really —

But does that accord with what she had assured you initially?

No! She promised me that everything was going to be fine. When I first started talking to her, I was going to be able to still live in L.A., and my life wasn’t really going to change that much, and then the next thing I know, I’m, like, thumpin’ bibles and shipped back to Pennsylvania.

Speaking of your trip back to Pennsylvania, not long before your move you did an appearence with Shelley for XXXChurch, and a short time later Shelley wrote that you “want[ed] to thank the Esther Fund set up by XXXChurch for donating a large amount toward [your] living expenses.” What’s your understanding of the amount of assistance that came from XXXChurch vs. Pink Cross?

I heard her say something about the Esther Fund. I know that the day I left she gave me an envelope of cash, and it was barely enough to cover the gas. I had to find a friend to help me out with the hotels.

She likes to speak very loudly about the very, very little things that she does, if you know what I mean. She likes to put it out there like, she’s doing huge, big, awesome things and really, really helping people, when she’s doing the bare minimum, barely-get-by kind of thing. Half-assing it.

Do you ever look at your old movies now, and what are your feelings about them?

I looked happy. It’s funny, I looked happier then than now. I miss it, I miss porno, honestly. I hope I can come back because I feel right now that she kind of ruined my life and I really wanna stick it to her.

In what way do you feel Shelley Lubben ruined your life?

Her putting videos up with my real name and my face and all that, it’s made it really hard for me to find a normal job. Any time someone Googles my name, all of this stuff comes up. People don’t wanna hire that, you know? It’s drama, it’s an H.R. nightmare. It’s made it really difficult. She says she wants us to be normal people, and have healed lives, well then, why are you putting me on blast on YouTube? That way I won’t get a real job. It doesn’t make a lot of sense.

Did you ever hear of donations being made in your name by fans, and did you receive those monies?

I’m friends with some of them, and I know for a fact there were donations. [One fan] stopped making donations because I talked to him about it. He didn’t know how I felt about [Pink Cross] for a long time, because it’s something I just don’t talk about; it pisses me off so bad. So, for years after I quit, he was making donations. I told him about this last year, so he stopped making donations.


So, just to be clear, you never received any part of those donations?

I haven’t gotten shit from her for years. I haven’t even gotten one of those little happy boxes.
People told me about donations they had made, and I don’t feel like I received them. She gave me gift cards. I was like, “I can’t live on gift cards.”

In the second half of 2010 you reached out to Shelley for help —

I lost my job, I got laid off from a credit card processing job, and I called her, “Hey, I kinda need some help, I’m having trouble getting by week to week. I’m looking for another job, but in the meantime I need some help.” I started with emailing, and all I got back was the auto-response emails, like, “If you’re a porn star in need make sure you get in touch with us.”

I emailed a couple more times, and finally I got something back from one of her assistants telling me that Shelley was super-busy with her book, and that she wishes me well. Too busy with her book? She wasn’t too busy to put me out there…

I let them know that, hey I need some help, and finally her husband got back to me, after like a week or two of me trying to contact them, and informed me the only way they would be able to help me is if they put me back out in the spotlight, and if they put my story back out there – the exact opposite of what I was looking for. I was trying to stay under the radar, I wasn’t trying to get back out there. They were trying to tell me that the only way these people that “did so much to help me before” can help me now is if I put myself back out there, and I just thought it was a huge slap in the face, and I still do. It hurt.

The Mission Statement on the Pink Cross website doesn’t read, ”We help porn stars who give us propaganda.”

Yeah. I didn’t see that asterisk on there.

I remember when I first met Shelley – oh, I was her savior, and I was helping her out so much, and I was helping so many people, but then when it turned around and I needed a little bit of help she turned her back on me. The ‘good Christian woman’ wouldn’t even talk to me.

Then she sent me a copy of her book, and I wanted to fucking burn it. That was right after I’d asked her to help me.

Looking back on it now, would you have done things differently regarding Shelley?

If I would have known the way that it is right now, I would have not have even talked to her in the first place. She twisted things around. I don’t think I would have ever associated with her if I would have known she was going to put me on blast, and out all my business out there. I feel embarrassed I ever did it, honestly.

If she hadn’t contacted me, then I probably would have just taken a break and not made such a huge la-di-fuckin’-da about it. And, it wouldn’t have been such a struggle.

You mentioned you’re considering a comeback…

She makes me so mad, with her whole campaign, that it makes me want to go back and do a “Fuck you, Shelley” porno.

When are you coming to L.A.?

As soon as possible. I need to talk to an agent, and see what they say.

See portions of Sierra’s interview here:

37 Responses to "Exclusive: Porn Star Sierra Sinn Interview: “Shelley Lubben Ruined My Life”"

  1. Red   March 15, 2012 10:12 pm at 10:12 PM

    oh man, I would love a Sierra Sinn come back. Screw you Shelley.

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    • Michael Whiteacre   March 15, 2012 11:50 pm at 11:50 PM

      Sierra is seriously considering it.

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  2. Terri Redor   March 15, 2012 11:23 pm at 11:23 PM

    Excellent responses by Sierra – she is someone who should think about writing a holistic article for Salon or Nerve about life in the industry. It rings true.

    And of course, Shelley Lubben smells false.

    Terri

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    • Michael Whiteacre   March 15, 2012 11:54 pm at 11:54 PM

      When I release some of the video of our Skype interview you’ll be able to see how poised, articulate and “together” Sierra is. And she looks phenomenal.

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    • Julie James   February 10, 2013 11:13 pm at 11:13 PM

      so do you asshole so do you

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      • Anthony Kennerson   February 11, 2013 8:02 pm at 8:02 PM

        Huh???? Explain what that was all about, Julie.

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  3. witega   March 16, 2012 3:44 am at 3:44 AM

    thank you, Ms. Sinn, for having the courage to share your story. i have no doubt there will be much happiness and success in your future – whatever you choose to do. thank you to you too, Michael, for shining yet more light on the sham that is Lubben and the Pink Cross.

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  4. Gram Ponante   March 16, 2012 10:56 am at 10:56 AM

    This is a fascinating story – thank you. I wish the best to Sierra in whatever she chooses to do; she sounds like a person who put her trust in the wrong person, and that Lubben outdid any exploitation she may have felt in porn.

    It’s only recently that I learned that some people are motivated by revenge to get into porn—revenge against ex-boyfriends, usually. I still don’t understand that. But I’d hope that Sierra, if she gets back into porn, does it because she is ready to make a healthy go of it, knowing now what she didn’t know then, rather than for revenge against Shelley Lubben.

    You can’t hurt a sociopath like Shelley: the “minister in the wilderness” idea, from Shelley’s own writings, is probably a really attractive concept to her.

    Thanks, Michael and Sierra, for some great insight.

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  5. Sierra's friend   March 16, 2012 5:41 pm at 5:41 PM

    I’m proud of you for telling your side, I’m sorry for how Shelly mislead you and the hurt you feel must be great, I wish I knew all this sooner, just a clarical note Shelly didn’t send Sierra the book, I had bought it for Sierra it was her reaction at recieving the book and what she said to me that made me stop contributing to pink cross. I’m proud of you Sierra, you know who this is, I love ya

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    • Michael Whiteacre   March 17, 2012 1:55 am at 1:55 AM

      You’re a good friend for standing by this young woman. In the last week, I’ve come to know Sierra as a genuine, forthright and sincere young woman — in fact, all of the people I’ve met who were targeted, and later exploited, by Shelley Lubben have been sweet, trusting individuals who never deserved what Lubben did to them.

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      • Sierra's friend   March 17, 2012 7:44 am at 7:44 AM

        Just so no one missunderstands and thinks Sierra has misspoken or misleading, I didn’t tell Sierra I bought the book. Here is our conversation: Me “look what you got in the mail” Sierra “I hate her, Shelly’s whole campain sickens me”..”her book, really like that will help feed me and my daughter” with the tone of her voice and the hurt look in her eyes, I decided then to stop sending Pink Cross money!

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  6. Michael Whiteacre   March 17, 2012 1:39 pm at 1:39 PM

    Pink Cross Foundation has a blind date with destiny…and it looks like she’s just ordered the lobster.

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  7. sean   March 18, 2012 7:08 pm at 7:08 PM

    for those that were worried this would fall off the homepage, ive created a new section called hot-topics, this will be pinned in that section for at least a month..

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  8. Paris Kennedy   March 18, 2012 8:19 pm at 8:19 PM

    Thank you for speaking out Sierra. Your courage is inspiring.

    I don’t think I have ever heard of anyone as selfish as Shelley. She’s disgusting to prey on people trying to change their lives and the saddest part is that she throws these poor girls away like trash after she’s done parading them around. WAY more degrading than being in porn! I would take an anal gangbang any day then go through that. Fuck Lubben.

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  9. Michael Whiteacre   March 28, 2012 11:18 am at 11:18 AM

    If anyone wondered whether I had “fixed up” Sierra’s answers for publication, the video posted at: http://therealpornwikileaks.com/shelley-lubben-online-predator/ makes clear just how poised and articulate she is.

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  10. mike   April 21, 2012 4:52 am at 4:52 AM

    So Shelly just posted a old video on YouTube about how she saved this girl

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    • Michael Whiteacre   April 21, 2012 1:47 pm at 1:47 PM

      Yes, I know – reneging on yet another deal she made.

      But now for the first time Shelley is actually taking heat and facing questions — she refuses to answer them, of course, except to say that she is being victimized by the evil porn industry.

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  12. adam   July 21, 2012 2:28 pm at 2:28 PM

    im hoping for a comeback, seriously back when she was in porn she was one of the best

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  13. jake   August 7, 2012 9:26 am at 9:26 AM

    I would love to see a Sierra Sinn comeback! She was one of my favorites, and lately, I haven’t been too keen on watching her videos based on what Shelley Lubben posted about her experiences … but now, it’s all good. I hope Sierra knows she still has fans who love her work!

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  14. pinkcrossagent   September 4, 2012 12:31 pm at 12:31 PM

    Repent sierra we observed something about helping girls from porn fornication. Many of them are lazy like sierra she had so much opportunity to get a decent job and the sexual immorality demon has ruined them and immorality hell is real jesus loves you and repent before its too late -truth is bitter

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  15. Don't trust men but trust God only   September 7, 2012 11:19 am at 11:19 AM

    I can’t lie to you.Porn is really bad and sinful.Thats we most of us make the mistake and get screwed in life.Sierra Sinn should stop blaming Shelley Lubben for her problems.Who do you think Shelley is? Shelley Lubben is just also a vulnerable human being like all that people in this world.Sierra Sinn made a mistake in focusing on Shelley as her Saviour and helper.HEY SIERRA SINN, YOU SHOULD HAVE FOCUSED ON JESUS CHRIST, PRAYED TO GOD TO OPEN YOUR BLINDED EYES SO THAT YOU SEE THE REVELATION CONCERNING YOUR LIFE AND DESTINY. Sierra Sinn made a mistake of focusing on a mere human for all the her needs.I know God still answers and helps us if we humbly seek his face.God can lead Sierra Sinn to the right associations, groups, friends and Church.MICHAEL WHITEACRE, SHELLEY LUBBEN, APRIL GARRIS, SIERRA SINN and all these other people connected with the adult industry need God’s delieverance, salvation, healing and comfort which is found only through Jesus Christ.I feel sorry for this troubled girl called Sierra Sinn.Her thought of revenging Shelley Lubben by going back to act more porn scenes is not a good solution.I wouldn’t recommend her to go back to porn like what most of you fellows who are commenting here are doing.I FEAR THAT IF SHE GOES BACK TO PORN, HER LIFE WILL BE DESTROYED FOREVER.There are more better things she can do in life and helpful people who can help.Life is not in America only if she feels messed up there.I know she is being used by people who are battling each other in porn issues and thats really bad.I don’t know where Sierra Sinn is right now.I’m not trying to make her go to Shelley because their connection already proved a failer.But there is still hope for her in Jesus Christ.If you are a Christian reading this, pray for Sierra Sinn.I don’t want her to perish and face hell.God still loves her and chances are still there for her to get a clean education, job and have a good and caring husband.Please Sierra Sinn, take me serious……..SIERRA SINN

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  16. Michael   October 7, 2012 10:51 pm at 10:51 PM

    She is upset. And her Frustration is based around one thing:

    MONEY.

    Pornography paid the bills. Shelly helped lure her out of Pornography. So she expected Shelly to take care of her. Help her with employment etc.

    Perhaps Shelly could have done a better job explaining that when she quit Pornography her income would stop. However this should be obvious to anyone least of all her.

    I do agree that she had no right to publish her real name and I think this is a serious oversight. That is really just wrong. Because now it will make it extremely hard for her to get a job. Or get one for the wrong reasons. If you know what I mean.

    Her options are:

    1) Get on as many forms of government/public assistance as possible.
    2) Get a job which pays cash (without being a prostitute).

    News to Sierra Sinn or Julie or whatever the hell you want to be called: YOU will have to work for a living just like the rest of us. You can easily get a student loan for trade school and become a specialist at something such as X-ray technician, Nurse assistant, Hair Stylist etc. It takes time.

    In the meantime YOU have to scrimp save work and put forth the effort. Or you can just be a lazy whore. Your choice.

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    • Michael Whiteacre   July 19, 2013 2:30 pm at 2:30 PM

      It REALLY pisses me off when people say things like “lazy whore” — as if sex work is not real work. Being a sex worker IS “work[ing] for a living just like the rest of us.”

      It’s a job; one which is made more difficult and dangerous by the mindset displayed in the comment above.

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  17. A different approach   November 19, 2012 8:14 pm at 8:14 PM

    Have you ever thought about changing your name legally Sierra? That way you could apply for a job and nobody would know about your past life. Don’t do porn. You have a great future ahead of you. Just trust God. Porn will bring you further down a much darker road. You can’t do it forever. Sooner or later, they will tell that they don’t need you anymore. Just change your name and start all over again. Then find a job. I wouldn’t blame Shelley for everything. Sometimes we just have to forgive and start all over again. If you keep on thinking about the people who hurt you, you will never get them out of your mind. It will haunt you everywhere you go. Forgive, forget, change your name, trust God and move on! Best advice out there!

    And no, I am not affiliated with The Pink Cross Foundation or Shelley Lubben. Someone asked me that on YouTube and I found it rather strange because them seemed somewhat paranoid. Cheers Sierra to a new life!

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  18. crunkleschwitz   December 5, 2012 10:46 pm at 10:46 PM

    This is a blast from the past.

    Sierra posts titty and butt on her Twitter. That makes her one of my favorite Twitter bitches.

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  19. Aspasia   December 5, 2012 8:42 pm at 8:42 PM

    Best of luck to your future, Sierra, what ever you decide to do. I hope it will work out.

    But the real reason I’m posting is that I am SO very tired of prohibitionists appropriating Martin Luther King, Jr. and other civil rights leaders:

    “And what is so cool is that I’m getting ordained on the day that Martin Luther King Jr. was killed and it’s like He is passing the bar to me saying “Go Shelley, and set the captives free and end the sex slave trade.””

    Shut up, Shelley. Just…shut up.

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  20. Alx   December 17, 2012 1:14 pm at 1:14 PM

    I am a big fan of Sierra’s movies. My impression watching them is that the actual “acting” part she enjoys much more than other performers, for me she was made for that job…

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  21. dale king   December 25, 2012 7:14 am at 7:14 AM

    Would love to see u back where u belong. Swallowing jizz and getting that little pretty pussy fucked. Dedicate all the nasty things in the come back movie to Shelly. Would be priceless.

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  22. Storm   December 29, 2012 6:21 am at 6:21 AM

    Some kind of long term support network, both financial and emotional, is clearly needed for ex-pornstars, rather than just Lubben ranting on about Jesus and “saving” people only to abandon them soon after. Sierra can only be true to herself. It is impossible for one person to really “save” another. Only Sierra can save herself. She can choose whether to take the lazy, easy, filthy way out, or re-invent herself with a job, career or profession. She has great looks, is talented and intelligent, is outgoing, and has excellent social skills. She could achieve great things. Maybe change her name and looks (not too drastically!) and find a job. Maybe do a degree and study science or technology and learn about the real world around us. The world could be her oyster.

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  23. Alex   March 3, 2013 10:13 pm at 10:13 PM

    Lobster? That con artist Shelley Lubben will be trying to get YOU to pay for HER lobster out the door, and will still be collecting donations for it after you do and they throw her out! You know, we all know what goes on in porn. It can be difficult at times, but a lot of things in life aren’t perfect.

    But you know what? The money in porn (for women) pays a lot. A lot more than a grocer or a starbucks barista.

    Shelley is the Tom Vu Seminaaa of the porn industry, promising you “mellons” of happiness, when in reality, she is going to take the money, screw everyone, and give you a few jesus loves you messages between.

    Whether you decide to do porn or not Sierra, I wish you the best. I’m sure the industry will take you back if you decide to knowing how this woman preyed upon and used you to try and attack them for her religious sadism.

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  25. Joe   August 12, 2014 3:55 pm at 3:55 PM

    So this “predator” behavior you base on the comments from one person? Not exactly What I would call a large sample to prove a point.

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